Since when am I invisible??

Things are piling up heavily today. It started out not so bad, just tiring as usual with the kids getting up at the crack of dawn. No biggie there... I am used to that by now. So we go on with our day, get errands done and come home to relax. Thats when my mood turned sour.

I post things in my group only to be ignored, get maybe two replies if that.

Hear things second hand or third down the line, hardly ever straight from the own persons mouth anymore.

Never getting phone calls anymore.

Rarely ever being asked to hang, or go places. - Yeah I have kids and everyone knows my kids come first and foremost in my world, but if youre a parent thats the way it should be. Kids before partying... always.

Anyway... yeah I am letting things get to me, I am being pissy and bitching but I am so damn sick and tired of being invisible!!! I am not here for your convience, only when you have no one else to hang out with or no one else to call. If thats the case... dont even bother because I am better than that. At least I think so, whether or not you do I could care less.

I can count my true friends on one hand... sad? People are flakes these days... I miss the days when people were reliable.

Yeah so thats my current mood... sucks huh! Anyway... time to blare some music and workout to get it off my shoulders then write to relax... this too shall pass...